At least you got us among likers, Eddy, which is important. More than random people.
I played it some days ago as a must, cause i love your personal touch on "creepy" projects (then i forgot the feedback cause i'm an idiot).
As a modder , i enjoy a game/mod not only "as is", but also how it has been done: maps, con tricks, effects, (EDIT: prefixed length and time spent about) and the author personal style. This one has even more, many source code modifications. Technically, it's perfect.
To be honest, this had a bit different atmoshpere, i've not enjoyed it so much like others, but is fine. As an indie horror, It could scare or disturb the player even more in some sections, but i guess is your choice, than lack of ideas and "shrewdnesses" (is that right ?

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Then, maybe the message is more important than the game itself, but about "man's mind prisons" , i found "The wall" deeper than this one. Or "The wall" just came out before than "TMRDF". Or, i already know your feelings you put in your projects and i'm just not surprised.
Or, we also remember you are in a quite bad mood in last months, and we don't care if a project "fails", cause RealLife™ has is weight, also in game-making or expectations.
As for your expectations, maybe it's a failure. As for downloads, maybe it's a failure.
But you said: "... and I gotta say, I'm happy with the results".
This is very important, you do what you like, and share it with us. We liked it. It's a work of yours. This is not a failure.
Don't worry about a download counter, you are always (the great) Eddy Zykov.
This is my opinions ofc, and i hope it will help you rather than feel even more bad.