#39
Posted Today, 05:23 AM
Hi there!
Tecnically I'm still here, I still check forums, MSDN, TAW and such but actually...I'm afraid that I lost it, in a major sort of way.
I just lost interest in playing the game all of a sudden. The last time i played a user map was back in September of 2023, and it was ck3d's Duc-Man map for a BattleDuke Contest Pack. I continued working on my own project after this, but stopped on a 2nd map of a supposed 8-map episode. It was exactly one year ago, and I haven't launched the game at all since then.
I don't know what was the exact reason behind a fallout like this. Maybe it's my other interests that's more important to me right now. Maybe I don't feel comfortable playing and mapping on laptop when compared to a regular PC. I dunno, guess it's just a perfect storm of everything what's happening.
I think that I started losing interest even way before that, when the game become the playground of ideas (I don't like the word "gimmicks" tbh) for me. When I finished the first BattleDuke episode I had enough hype in me in order to make a second one. I really found it's more interesting and more fulfilling for me than making a regular type of map. I still do, I still think it's a great concept that's worth toying around with.
I won't say that it's genuinely sad (because it happened very naturally) but it's rather confusing to say the least. Things change, but DN3D has been a constant in my life for the past 25+ years, like a #1 hobby of yours. So it was a sort of a norm, and what's happening right now is not the norm. And sure, the quality and quantity of my output varied greatly over the years but I always had something mapping-related on my mind, always thinking what kind of world or adventure I can make next, and how to cram it all within a map's limits and my own ability as a creator.
So to wrap this all up - I want to go back but I don't have as much interest in it as I used to. I guess I've got to be really bored or have absolutely nothing else to do in order to launch the game again! Maybe it'll happen soon, maybe it'll take even more time than it currently is. And if it's not - I think that I did pretty good with the game and the editor over the years so I can be at peace about it by now. That's all.
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